Roadside

by Ben Beltran

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1.
02:45
If I can’t catch up will they let me stay behind If I can’t go out will they come see if I’m still fine If I get my habits 500 days in a row Maybe I’d be the kind of person that doesn’t worry about being alone If I don’t work out will they say I had it coming If I don’t respond will they say I guess he didn’t want it If I cry one day too much will they say oh it’s not worth the trouble If I opened up and they decided they don’t like me I can’t really take it back… can I? I feel like I’m walking down a line where nobody lets me into their lives because really I’m just fun to show around and show off to all your friends then throw me back to the pound If I don’t get better do you still want to hang out If I don’t get better do you still want to hang out
2.
04:40
Hold me baby I don’t want to be alone no more I don’t want to be this cold no more Only maybe If you want to see a whole new world If you’re not afraid of taking flight no more I’m here baby My heart is always trying to find its way to you My heart is always crying out without you My heart is always trying to make its home with you My heart is always singing out your name to find you Find me baby I don’t want to be alone no more I don’t want to be this far no more One day maybe When you make your way outside my door When you say what are you waiting for I’m here baby My heart is always racing when I’m next to you My heart is always reaching out to catch you My heart is always trying to make its home with you My heart is always singing out your name to find you Oh this time it’s not enough To be just this close to you Oh I never fell so hard Tell me what I’m going to do My heart is always racing when I’m next to you My heart is always reaching out to catch you My heart is always trying to make its home with you My heart is always singing out your name to find youx Oh this time it’s not enough To be just this close to you Oh I never fell so hard Tell me what I’m going to do
3.
04:41
How can I be Just flawed enough All that I need Perfectly human I’m always going to be your dreams I’m always going to be that good I’m always going to be this bad I’m always going to be your idol I’m always going to be your stars I’m always going to be too far I’m always going to make you cry I’m always going to be your past How can I keep Just the right balance Never too rough Never too polished I’m always going to be your dreams I’m always going to be that good I’m always going to be this weird I’m always going to be your idol I’m always going to be your stars I’m always going to be too far I’m always going to be your past I’m always going to make you cry I’m always going to be your fault I’m always going to be your dreams I’m always going to be that dumb I’m always going to be your anger I’m always going to go too far I’m always going to make you laugh I’m always going to keep you warm I’m always going to be your past
4.
03:05
I want to see your show I want to see your show I want to see your show on cable TV I want to see your show I want to see your show I want to see your show on cable TV But I don’t have the cash for all the channels But I don’t have a friend with no tv No I don’t have a job that pays a lot of money Oh all I have's a lot of love to give I want to see your show I want to see your show I want to see your show on cable TV I want to see your show I want to see your show I want to see your show on cable TV But I don’t have the cash for all the channels But I don’t have a friend with no tv No I don’t have a job that pays a lot of money Oh all I have's a lot of love to give I want to see your show I want to see your show I want to see your show on cable TV
5.
03:57
There’s a part of me that’s silent So many times I hear: I understand Then there’s a distance that forms around us You just can’t find the way to talk to me And oh... who could want a friend like this? I don’t need someone to save me No one to watch the road ahead I’m much stronger than you make me All I need’s some time to catch my breath I just want to feel normal around you I just want to feel normal around you There’s a part of me that’s silent And it makes me so ashamed But if I hide it, it comes back boiling It lashes out until it's had its way Oh who would want to live this way There’s a part of me that’s silent There’s a part of me that’s grey I don’t need someone to save me No one to watch the road ahead I’m much stronger than you make me All I need’s some time to catch my breath I just want to feel normal around you Just want to feel normal around someone There’s a part of me that’s silent There’s a part of me that’s grey I don’t need someone to save me No one to watch the road ahead I just want to feel normal around you Just want to feel normal around someone
6.
03:16
Call me, Make up something you can show me Slowly Signs to let me know you know me Wholly I just wanna have you by my side tho Honest, Don’t know what to do about you, Hide it, Make it all about the full moon Howling I’m not the warrior kind no no I’m not the magic kind no no I’m a criminal trying to have you want to make me home Catch me Find me, Make it happen while you love me Kindly Lift me off my feet and find me Every day I’ve shown you all I have tho Honest, Don’t know what to do about you Shout it, Make it all about the half moon Shining I’m not the warrior kind no no I’m not the magic kind no no I’m a criminal trying to have you want to make me home thinking only about you when you’re gone missing all the words to write your song I just want to be your autumn, autumn I just wat to be your hobby, hobby I just want to be your autumn, autumn I just wat to be your hobby, hobby

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released June 15, 2020

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Ben Beltran Guadalajara, Mexico

I once fought a wizard and won; enthusiasm enthusiast; noise emitter; low standards; displaced border crosser; amateur witch doctor; power ranger; certified cat whisperer; 98% water.

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